♥Relaxing ...

Wednesday, June 29, 2005Y

Cool down but can I?

The intuition of ladies is extremely accurate. This is further assured by my findings. He has confirmed that i m right. Well, though the explanations were clear, i still dun feel real good. Cum to think of it, who will feel good about being accused? Bear wif me cos i m gonna nag abit... peepz, juz a gentle reminder that dun ever push the blame to other pple when there's any problem wif ur relationship. If it's ur fault, own it! If u dun trust ur guy, then tie him up so u wont lose him! Read smth from my friend's blog...wish to share wif u guys: if trust is already there in ur relationship, dun try to do anything to spoil it. Cos once it's broken, it's real difficult to mend it back. I m not trying to hint anything..it's purely extracted to share.

Again, u may think i m a petty person even though after all the explanations. I do feel abit better but not totally recover from the lousy mood. Afterall, i still feel terrible for being blamed.

I am thinking of clearing my name....shd i?

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005Y

He did nothing except adding to my lousy mood!

Why does he has to make a fuss over such minor issues? Shit lor....kaoz...i m realli damm pek chek! When u r suay, everything seems to be gg against u! Damm it....damm everything lar!

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Things arent too gd recently :(

Well, it seems like recently is an auspicious period for couples to argue or even break up. Was kinda shocked when 'she' told me "me and laifu break up le" *person's name is kept confidential...hahaa...u noe who u r rite? Realli stunned cos i have always known them as a sweet couple and yet things turn out this way. But it's no longer impt @ this pt of time...hope that u r getting on fine. Shall get to see ur chio chio face soon rite? hahaaa

hmm...i read smth juz now. Not trying to be buey hiao bai but i tink it may be referring to me. I dunno...but i dun rembr i did tat lei. Or m i being over sensitive? eh..realli cant help to think that i m involved. BUT i m aware of wat i m doing as a friend.

Juz rec'd hq's sms. She saw Sylvia. why has vin and her saw sylvia and why haven i? hq and vin din went up to tok to her. If i were to see her, will i approach her? I realli dunno. I wanted to noe why she no longer want to befriend us...why???? In fact, i still cant accept that we are once so close and yet now we are totally not in contact! Is it true tat she no longer nids us? @ least u give me an explanation. Otherwise, i realli cant juz take it as it is. Though i noe it's impossible tat she will see this, i still hope for an miracle to occur.

The fact that life is nv smooth sailing is well-known by everyone. I think i m experiencing the slumps now....

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Sunday, June 26, 2005Y

I m a Shopholic!

It's Shopping time again! Initially i tot GSS last for 2 mths! hahaaa.....till my mum told me it's onli within the mth of June..heee...so i went to catch up today... :P Giordano was having 30% storewide sale and the top onli cost $9.80! so must definitely grab cos it's an essential esp when sch reopen...hahaaa....think i will run out of clothes or rather i cant think of wat to wear! Therefore to prepare for this, i have bought myself one pair of shorts! hhaaaa.....another excuse for me to spend money wor. Kiasu me oso went to buy a plastic file for sch reopening....hee....ya i noe it's still a mth plus away. BUT i juz feel like buying it....i m looking forward to gg back to sch...missed our gossip sessions along the benches and all my uni buddies but definitely not the projects and tests pia'ing periods...hahaaa

k lar....shall stop abt my shopping experience....normal working life gotta make a return tml liao. Sianz...esp when tat China colleague kept transferring calls to me. Not that, they are looking for me BUT she dun understand their enquires. OMG....sumtimes i was thinking to myself if u dun understand what the person wants then how do u expect me to understand? U r there longer than i do! Gosh...realli pek chek lor....plus she dun inform me 1st when she transfers. She juz asked me to pick up the call. Heng ah, each time i noe smth is not rite so each time i will ask if it's for me. This is to cover my backside...hahaaaa....tat's wat i learnt previously lar....u have to protect urself esp working wif such pple. I noe she had tried her best but it's kinda unfair to me oso to answer calls for her. Perhaps i nid to be more open minded as in trying to incorporate the belief tat helping her is a gd exposure for me as well. hahaa...abit tough though. Well after that, she's still a nice lady lar.

eh...my mind is still filled wif plans to shop in the cuming wk. hahaa....okie i noe i m a spendthrift but more clothes make me feel happier and confident perhaps.

k gtg le... i m gg to fulfill my role as an entertainment station for someone....hahaaa u noe who u r rite? thanks for patronising my hotline number! :P Cheers and smiles oways!

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Saturday, June 25, 2005Y

I am falling in love wif him!

Well, it all started wif a movie...and tat's Initial D! Though the ending wasnt realli great, its humour and charismatic leading characters kinda compensate the flaw. The show is all abt car racing but it wasnt boring @ all! Perhaps he was there to capture my attention.....He dun have to speak much in the show but his expressions tell us all. His free and easy or rather lethargic look further attracts me and I love him best when he revealed his shy smile....it realli melts deep in my heart! I juz cant get him off my mind....gosh.....i have to admit tat he's not gd looking but the kind of charisma tat he possesses make him stand out from the rest. I think i m gg real gaga for him...... :P

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If u ask me to stop thinking of Jie Lun, I'll say NO!

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heee...it's us, CHARLIE ANGELS! kekez...@ Sakae Sushi

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hmmm....even side view looks good tooo.....OMG....think i will dream of him tonite liao....haaaa

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OH...think i realli fall in love wif him liao...intially i merely like his songs....BUT after watching Initial D, I cant resist from liking him even more! He's not the gd looking type but his charisma realli attracts me....esp his shy smile realli melts my heart! Cool man, pple, catch Initial D now!

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Thursday, June 23, 2005Y

Rrrrrrrrrrrringggggggggggggggg!!!

When i saw the phone ringing in the office, it reminded me of the pple i have to call to persuade them to join "O" week! Gosh.... i noe it's my job but if someone call me on this, i may agree to go due to the pressurising circumstance. And on the actual day, i may juz crook up wif an excuse to shun off from this. Though i have this concept deep in mind, i still gotta try to make some pple cum....hahaaa... put tat aside 1st...cos i have even start calling...

well, cum to think of answering phone calls...it is a nv ending cycle cos pple kept having enquiries...no matter how hard we manage to calm them down and entertain their requests, they will still have unsatisfied needs. Pple are such troublesome creatures...when they have this, they want that. kaoz...wat d shit am i spouting? Forget it...

I m supposed to go to bed now but still waiting for the SUPERSTAR's results.....really prayz tat M5 will stay on....

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005Y

U r my SUPERSTAR!

Wooo hooo... I luv Wei Lian's (M5) aka Kelvin in the Superstar show.....though his singing isnt tat excellent today, his voice still touched my heart. Realli hope he can make it to the next round. Vote for him k...hahaaa

Well, if u initiated a break off and he/she threatened to commit suicide after tat, wld u be affected by the move? Wld be u soft hearted and patch up? OR wld u be firm wif ur decision and juz let it be? Well, such things are hard to say ba.....i wld say i will juz stay put BUT god noes.... sometimes ur feelings overruled and it's not within ur control. And also, cum to think of it if tat person realli did a foolish act, then u wld be partly responsible as well! Still, imo, i think it's realli childish lor....i understand tat @ tat moment, u wld have the spur to commit a stupid act cos u are overwhelmed wif feelings....lost and not knowing how to handle this unexpected. And most imptly, it's not easy to be in a logical mind when such thing happens.

BUT not tat i m trying to pour cold water, such relationships wont last i suppose. THere's already a crack and wat's the pt of threatening? Perhaps ur nonsensical act wld cause pple dislike u even more and strain the relationship further... feelings are not as strong as that in the past or rather there may be no more feelings. When u feel relieved, u have taken a right move. Do what u believe and u r right!

*These words are meant to be my opinion.

Another thing which strike my mind is more than half of my holidays have passed! Meaning i gotta return to sch soon....feel kinda attached to my workplace cos the environment is conducive. Definitely differs from the Board....perhaps the workstation realli matters. Plus things there are not as complicated so much easier to understand. hmm..maybe can try to be an Executive there when i graduate in 1 and a half yr time. hahaaa... of cos i dun hope to graduate tat early cos i wan honours! Hopefully can get one lor.... i must work hard hard next sem. THis is a promise to myself.

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Sunday, June 19, 2005Y

Life isnt gd for me!

Life isnt too gd for me recently....mostly becos of an old man. If u noe me, u shd noe who! Who else, there's onli one such person in my hse! He's getting ridiculous...b4 scolding me, pls think if u are stupid too! If i m, u are as well cos i'm ur daughter! I am getting sick of pple ard me esp those shitty ones and also GUYS! Who noes, maybe i m not interested in guys? Well, if tat's the case, get me gals then! Like wat yunfen's sis had mentioned, wat's the pt of getting married wif ur bf? After marriage, if u give birth to a baby boy, he grows up cheating other girls. On the other hand, if it's a baby girl, she ends up being cheated by boys....hahaaa.... tat's funny but it's true too, isn't it?

Anyway, nid to go sleep le...haven got enuff sleep these days...Tml is another working day...hope that the devil wont harm me!

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i've cut my hair le.....i liked it alot @ d salon...but when i keep looking @ it @ home, i find it weird...haaa....still, nothing can be done liao...i still prefer my old hairstyle...though i look older or rather 'mature' then... :P

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Thursday, June 16, 2005Y

K stop it!

A devil hit the office on 14th of may. She has affected me a great deal. I dun wish to mention much. Merely wish that tml will be a better day for me despite her presence.

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4th one: ya i noe, this is the same as the 1st top BUT i juz cant make up my mind which color to buy! Still, i bought the purple one...hahaa

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3rd one: dunno how to describe this....hmmm...a pink tank top then!

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3rd one: An orange coloured spaghetti strapped top

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2nd top: a purple coloured tee....heee

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TODAY, she encountered a terrible time @ work... 1st time, she ever felt so heart-breaking in a temp job. The supervisor asked her to let her spacious workstation to another temp gal (may have the chance to be converted to perm). This may sound ok to u but u wont be able to understand how she felt @ that pt of time cos she dun have any workstation now. Not even a table so not mention a pc. Though the supervisor explained her reason, she somehow still cant accept the fact. Say she's stubborn or narrow minded, she juz dun feel gd abt it though she's a temp.

To recover her heartbroken state, she went for retail theraphy @ esprit. Here's the 1st top.. a pink spaghettic strapped top.

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BUT she's still trying to look good cos this helps to brighten her mood :I

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An ugly gal...she's beginning to have a bad time @ work cos a devil has entered her life...

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This is a gift from me and joanna to xiaohui for her bdae!

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Me and sue cant help taking pics while awaiting for the musical fountain to begin :P

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Wow...the night view is so charming!

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Warning: 2 cuttlefish ladies are creating a havoc in Sentosa!

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After our bath, we are on our way to watch the Musical Fountain~

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We are embarking on our Sentosa trip! Here we go~

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Saturday, June 11, 2005Y

check out ur day of death @ http://www.deathclock.com/ Mine is Sunday, June 29, 2042....hmmm...tat's when i m 59....wow....37 yrs to go....hahaa....u think it's true?

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