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Wednesday, October 26, 2005Y


When u have so many watches on ur desk ticking away, u will be super gan cheong! THere's not much time left to waste... Posted by Picasa

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005Y
Prone to regret

I have completed the finance quiz and results are out! He's super efficient this time round...but i m feeling extremely regretful cos i changed one of my answers last minute and the original answer is the correct one...hate myself though it merely cost a mark. Have done better this time round and thereby offsetting the poor results i got for the last one. Hopefully, will do better for the exams.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005Y
Sianz

Can I not study? -NO!
Can I go out for fun? -N-O!
Am i a lazy bum? - YES, u r.
Am i stupid? - ya, u r.

Okie, i noe i am posting nonsensical stuff here...juz ignore me...i am going bonkers soon...in no time! I loathe myself for not doing things right, for being remorseful and guilty but still not doing it right, for being stupid, fat and ugly......and the list goes on.

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Thursday, October 20, 2005Y


I am feeling super high now! Finally i got to see junyang @ heeren....heee....and i dunno where i pluck the courage to approach him and to request to take a pic wif him! Was so gan cheong tat i forgot to ask for his autograph and oso to skake hands wif him! Aiya, i hope to see him once more... Posted by Picasa

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Responsible?

"I announced this morning that I would make myself available on November 1. I thought we could meet in the regular lecture room but was just told that nobody would be around to open the room. So, there's a change of plans. I'll be in my office (AS6 03-13) on November 1 from about 8:30 - 11. Please feel free to drop in and ask me any questions you have. I'll do my best to answer them.
Posted by F*** LEA****, 18/10/2005 12:15 PM."

I truly appreciate what this professor has done but frankly speaking, how many students will want to return to school on a public holiday to ask him questions? Still, such professors are hard to come by. Gotta salute to him!

Tat's a short update. Back to squeezing facts in my 256mb memory space....can i have a 20gb brain memory pls?

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005Y
Very meaningful

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell whatyou feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when thesetwo worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatestof friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you.I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I getwhat I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose whoI'm gonna love, but I also can't love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to loveme. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go findhim/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who setyou free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask?why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice theone we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms ofsomeone else.

Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?

Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?

Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love withyour useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the sameamount. One of you will be head, the other behind.It's either you catch up or the other waits.

When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving butusing. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for lovedoesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you cannever go without leaving your prints behind.

Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if youdon't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll bewilling to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend tocatch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing.(This goes for gals as well).

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Check emails

Have a sudden urge to check an email a/c which i haven been logging in for a long time and gosh, there's 98 mails in the inbox....saw liting's and jeffie's emails....so i began reading the emails and came across a few which i find them to be quite meaningful.. shall share wif u guys later..

Well, rec'd an email from the professor saying tat my finance test score was revised! wahahhaa....yea, got that one mark but still i got to make a gd attempt for the upcoming quiz...sianz...and for the apb project, we have done quite a good job, i tot. hahaa...though i m not aware of how the other groups perform. For now, @ least i can see some light @ the end of the tunnel.

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005Y
Lousy mood

Had a bad hair day and as usual, no time to think of wat to wear so i m in my shorts, tee, slippers and my CAP! And pple who noe me juz cant recognise me...."eh, i tot is who sia!" Perhaps not used to wearing one so i cant help feeling that it's obstructing my view and so i just look down when i walked. Think i miss out quite alot today cos clara was telling me tat there's gals looking @ me...I was like "HUH?" then she went on, " think ur wu1 sey1 dressing today attracts them"....i went "wahahhahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

Anyway, feel so frustrated, pek chek, worried for all the things that are coming up...the Finance quiz esp. Have done quite badly for the 1st one...hopefully the 2nd one wld be that easy as wat the tutor promised. BUT i wont trust him....hahaaa..sometimes their words are not meant to be trusted. Ultimately, i only have myself to trust in!

And there was a slight tension between my dad and i...it's over some minor issues but it seems like he juz wants to make it big. I dun give way and he's stubborn as well... According to the Chinese fengshui thingy, i belong to the 'shui' aka water and my father "huo1" aka fire. U can see now why we dun click ar....lol...

I am in a super lousy mood now... juz cant figure out finance! wah liao...but MUST TRY AND TRY....i cant afford to see my CAP dip further....i'll sure cry lor! -guai guai go study now-

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Monday, October 17, 2005Y
Randy and Junliang

Hehe....went to bugis, did a favour for my bro cos there's some problem wif the mp3 player that we bought. And I saw Randy, Junliang and his gf outside the temple! wahhahahaa....Ting, this entry is to update u! kekeZ....if it's last time, i will sure slap plus box him, rembr? LOL.....but now, no more such urge le...time realli helps a great deal in reducing the hatred or dislike for someone.

Was thinking about the bet. Buy the Adidas bag @ 55 bucks and i get a Mcdonald's meal for free or Don't buy the bag and yet i have to treat that person a mac's meal. I will lose more in the 1st alternative in the sense tat i will have to spend more money! However, on the other hand, i will not be gaining any tangible items if i choose the 2nd option. Which one shd i pick?

Aiya, dun care 1st, bet valid till end of this wk. Shall see then. Now wat? study lor!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005Y
lack of sleep=nasty mood

Lack of sleep = nasty mood
u can say that i am narrow-minded....but seriously, i feel that it's so unfair. I dun see any need to increase my bro's allowance since he got free dinners anyway...as for me, i have to be self-sufficient so it's reasonable to give me an "allowance rise"....perhaps i slept late last nite so juz cant see eye to eye wif way my mum has done!

Well, slept @ ard 3...managed to finish ONE set of readings...WTH! I am gg to buck up....KAREN HO, jiayou!

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005Y
I Luv today!

I luv today....izzit becos this is the 1st time i am so attentive in the Chinese TRadition lectures cum tutorial? OR the tutor was so attractive and charming that we simply cant take our eyes off her? I got to say that the topic discussed was rather interesting but gross cos off all the elaborate and detailed explanations, show and pictures about foot binding... the pain suffered is realli unbearable not for short term but it stretches over ur life! I cant see why pple in those days find bound feet beautiful...

Okie let me continue...OR is it the gossipings? The dog that obstructed my path while i was on my way home? Liting updated me? Vin got a job and we had a gd catch-up session? Are these the contributing factors that made my day? hmmmmm....i think some lar but definitely not the dog! I feel so proud of myself that i like Chinese TRadition as in this particular topic...hopefully exam will cover a qn like this! heee...

OK, shall not update too much ....having been slacking these few days and my mugging plan is supposed to commence ydae! okie....i have to go accordingly to my schedule...nid self-discipline! Mugging...mugging...mugging.....

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Monday, October 10, 2005Y
Blood Group A

Well, rec'd a email that describes the traits of blood group A pple....

In a nutshell: -Pessimistic and too sensitive

Basic Behaviour: - Careful about decision-making
- Make things clear in black and white
- Care too much about social rules and standards

Tolerance: - High tolerance for physical or repetitive work
- Cannot take changes easily
- Lose interest in a hobby easily

How do they see their future and past? : - Try hard to forget the past
- Pessimistic about the future

How do they express their emotions? :- Able to display cool outlook even though angry
- Short-tempered
- Take longer to heal a broken heart
- Sensitive to others' opinions

How do they work? : - Perfectionist
- Handle one thing at a time
- Work a line between work and personal affairs
- Highly responsible
- Tend to choose hobbies which help them release stress

hmmm...let me see the accuracy of this...all the bold items are relevant to me. But are most blood grp A pple pessimistic? This isnt a gd thing cos this is a contributing factor that causes stress! Tat's why i got so many pimples popping.... :(

Am i sober anot ar? I was telling Weixiang this morning that i am perfectly all right cos i din go to the wrong class today....wahhahaa....and there i go again, called the wrong person....wahhahaha....i planned to call my mum and the ringing tone lasted for quite sometime b4 someone picked up. I was stunned for a moment when i heard a guy's voice at the other end....he wasnt my father and i realised that i have made a mistake once again! wah liao....i simply hate mondays....

hmmm...it seems like there's alot of nice movies cuming up this mth... "The Wig", "The Skeleton Key", "Dark Water", "The Red Shoes"......eh..... they are all horror movies! wah liao....think no one will wanna catch wif me sia....hahahaa....

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Monday again!

Monday again! sianz... have marked on my calendar to start my hardworking schedule from today but seems that i am not motivated lei..CANNOT! I must study....but later lar...let me finish blogging.

For the past few days, i have been doing alot of thinkings...things seem weird lately. I dunno why...did i say smth wrong? OR am i too fierce to him? WE simply treat each other as strangers...perhaps he tot i am pissed off wif him ba...but i dun care! As for ....., i think i will do my best.

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Sunday, October 09, 2005Y


Okie..next on the list is brownie wif Macademia nuts ice cream! The warm touch of brownie accompanied wif a mouthful of cooling ice cream is definitely a heavenly match and it's realli beyond words can describe. All I can say is it's a luxury to indulge in such "fattening" stuff! Posted by Picasa

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yummy yummy! Let me intro: this is The Dark Side offered by Big O...it's a mudpie filled wif chocolate...so sinful but u'll be damm satisfied after eating this! Posted by Picasa

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heh heh...from right to left: sk, ting, karen and my bro! Posted by Picasa

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yea yea! it's us...hee...after a hearty meal! Posted by Picasa

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A day of fun!

Shall update my blog b4 I set off to my dreamland...hmm...went to meet sk and ting for belated birthday celebration. My bro joined us too...think he got no plans for the day so spent the day wif us..hahaa..yap and we catch "40-yr old virgin"...well, it's a super hilarious show, entertaining u wif all the dirty jokes and thru out the entire show, there's countless f**king gg on...crude but of comical value. Shd try it if u are craving for movies...kekeZ

And for dinner, we went to Big O! The feast was marvellous...esp our desserts...they are simply so chocolaty..hahahaa...shall try posting some pics if possible..

Well well, i m realli too exhausted to continue blogging...shall jump to bed right now! wahahhaa... Been thinking and thinking.....all things...every nitty gritty issue...they will flash in the back of my brain b4 i enter my dreamland.. and b4 i noe it, i've fell asleeep.

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Friday, October 07, 2005Y
18 or 19?

Was manually checking my score this morning and realised tat there was a discrepancy of 1 mark. It could be insignificant to you but it might bear some impact on the eventual grade u might get! Juz emailed the lecturer...hopefully i'll get tat one pt...hee

Was on my way home juz now...there was this couple on the train. They looked rather young...perhaps poly students. Then the guy was talking to his friend....his voice was so loud and contents wise, it's all crap! If i am his gf, i will definitely ask him to lower his volume and i realli cant figure out why the gal din make this request. It's so embarrassing...this guy truly lacks mannerism. And i oso dun understand why his gf can tolerate..perhaps @ such tender age, she would think he's 'shuai' in a way. It's only when she gets older, she will cum to realise that such behaviour is disgraceful and not outstanding! It's high time tat the guy shd reflect on himself. Seems like I am opposing guys hor....hahaa.... but i am trying to see things from my point of view lei...not tat i m a les hor...

Junliang kept saying I am a les and even doubted me when i asked abt his gf...he tot i am targeting her lor! WTH! Firstly, she's not my type...and 2nd, i think i can get a better one lei!

Was sharing wif karen teo and yf abt my tots...to them, i seems normal. So i shd be all rite ba~


Well well.... was thinking of wat's the feeling to be cut off from the outside world? no hp, no internet etc...it would be peaceful and u'll freed from everything....isnt that a gd idea?

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I m not strong

I used to think i am a strong and determined person until recently, i found myself could not withstand the obstacles in my life. Perhaps, as one gets older, his/her ability to be strong weakens. Despite so, most of us would still attempt to put on a brave front. We would not want friends to realise the fragile side of us. Tat'a practically humans! I nid a shelter now...to protect myself regardless rain or shine, no matter day or nite, every second, every minute...sounds like "7-eleven"?

Anyway, observe ard u and dun be startled by the firm and serious looks some people give.. it may be a fake cover concealing their thin and fragile personality.

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Monday, October 03, 2005Y
Am i a les?

I had a conversation via msn wif my tutor who's in his 20s....Pls see below:

JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
oh
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
tot u shi1 lian1
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
u no bf ah? then I intro lor.
kAren is an ugly, fat, greedy, kpo, talkative, and lazy gal! says:
hahaaa...no lei..i dun have bf..
kAren is an ugly, fat, greedy, kpo, talkative, and lazy gal! says:
u intro? hahaa...
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
wan?
kAren is an ugly, fat, greedy, kpo, talkative, and lazy gal! says:
...dun wan lar...
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
oh, u les ah?
kAren is an ugly, fat, greedy, kpo, talkative, and lazy gal! says:
lol...wat do u think ?
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
ok lor, then I intro gal to u?
kAren is an ugly, fat, greedy, kpo, talkative, and lazy gal! says:
hahahaaa....serious ar? i realli have the looks of a les izzit ?
JohnHawk - All part-time actors/actresses are disqualified from StarIdol. MCS defines them as Professional, YEAH!? says:
dunno

hahaa.. so peepz, wat do u think? hee...

Having seen sharon's ROM pics, i feel so happy for her! It's realli beri xin fu... hee...but getting married involve sacrificing alot of things and one of the most impt thing is FREEDOM! hahaha... I wan freedom!

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Sharon wif her sis! Posted by Picasa

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Sharon wif family Posted by Picasa

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Sharon wif hubby! Posted by Picasa

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Sunday, October 02, 2005Y
Silly me!

Guess why i haven been updating my blog lately? Cos each time i log in, the page seems to be distorted in its layout and i dun even noe where to key in the entry. Dunno if there's smth wrong wif my lappie or there's smth wrong wif d page...

Well, left one more test tml and oso psychology test results would be out tml! hahaaa....i think i'll pass but it's a matter if it's gd or bad lor. Anyway, that's onli a pass or fail module so i din care much either. hahaa....Though the tests are over, i noe d results wont be tat excellent. Imagine we study like mad juz for these tests...so wat would we be like if it's d exams? I dun dare to think. Think the timeline aftermath is still evolving within me...still having a phobia for that topic... I was super confused wif tat till my study buddy enlightened me on tat...despite so, i am still afraid of handling such questions!!!!

It's already October! A month plus later, i'll be stressing over my exams....damm it...hahaa...So in order to motivate myself to STUDY, I have wrote alot of 'warnings' on my calendar. LOL...smth like " Do not ling1 shi1 bao1 fu1 jiao3...bu1 jian1 guan1 cai1 bu1 liu1 lei1" hee... Hopefully, i will accomplish wat i have planned.

First thing first, once my tests are over, i shall be kind to myself...heee...but cant shop much cos recently, i have spend ard 80 bucks juz on heels! hahaa...okie, i am a crazy gal. Think i have contracted a bug that lead me to spurlge...ya, i noe it's excuses! k k, enuf of craps. APB, here i cum!

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Testing testing....

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