I am inspired! hahaa... serious! I dunno if I am too free and so thoughts are wandering...but i am seriously motivated to becum a lecturer @ TP! wahhahahaa.....it will be cool to teach in a school u once studied it, isnt it? Perhaps it's juz a dream but we can onli becum great with dreams! hee... Shall work harder next sem. Still, honours is not possible, i suppose.

Exams are juz over ydae and today i said i will work harder next sem. Each time, we will promise to work hard @ the beginning of a sem but as time passes, we will forget wat we have planned and soon, we will say " juz hope can pass lar" ...hahaaa...i admit i m one of those!

Enuff of craps...went for a jog this morning...wat shd i do now? hmmm.....

ok, shall vaccum the floor, go bathe, and then watch vcds!!!! alot of vcds are piling for my attention....

jiayou! ciao.......wahahhahahahaah ( think now i m having post-exams illness! hahhahahaa)

TOday is the DAY! I am reviewing those chapters i have studied wks ago....some of the theories already removed from my brain totally! hahaa..trying to get them back...but juz cant restrain from switching on my laptop to surf net for a while...hee

And surprisingly, got a call from vincent..he's gg to tuas to audit so ask me if i am free to meet him at JP...too bad, today is my last paper! hee...i m still preparing for it so gotta give it a miss...
and was supposed to go for a post-exam celebration today but i got a running nose...sick lor...super suay...exams ending and i m sick...but today got better..so i m thinking if i shd go out...kakakaaa....my hands are so itchy and juz cant wait to shop!

Time to mug for some couple of hrs b4 i proceed to MPSH 2 seat 526 for my last paper! (",)

hee...i finally got wat i wanted...it was a gd bargain! Juz grab wat i wanted and now i am at home reading my psychology textbk.. after 7pm tml, i will regain my freedom! hahhahaa.....so excited and i m looking forward to it...

I am extremely drained out now. Simply insufficient time for me to read thru finance once more...though have prepared sometime ago, it seems tat i have forgotten some of it. Woke up @ 5 am this morning trying to run thru them b4 i take my exam @ 9am. Anyway, the paper was a disaster. They din spare us at all and it was truly challenging juz like wat the prof mentioned! hahaa.....din even noe how to do a 2 mark question...tat's the extreme! it looks simple and it isnt.. It's over so dun bother to brood over it. I hope i wont have nightmares tonight...dunno why sumtimes i do have bad dreams abt the papers i have taken. kekeZ

Last paper on monday...which is an elective thingy so dun not so tensed up...as for now, i am going to take a nap! Sooooooo sleepy and tired....~yawnz

Tried revising for apb...paper on this cuming thurs...though it's a open book exam and it contributes 30%, i still tried to read thru and i am not gg to underestimate it cos so many pple score super well during the mid term! Hopefully can do abit better for this module....As for MS, i kept pacing back and forth on the topics abt decision analysis and non-linear programming...leave it aside 1st liao...dunno why i am kinda relaxed these few days...the more relaxed i m, the more worried i get cos it's an abnormal behaviour! hahahaaa

Was watching Super host on channel u juz now...and i saw Paul! hahaa...he was one of the contestants and i think he performed quite well though he din pass the 1st round of audition. Gotta salute him for his courage...gd try!

Humph....i dun believe i cannot defeat it! I am now all ready to charge...MS here i cum! go go go!

rain rain rain! Why does the sky keep crying??? Is it feeling demoralised just like what i am going through? PEK CHEK ar! Finished studying MS but when i attempted the past yr papers, i was like "HUH?"...it's so different from those tutorial questions. TO june: THanks for tagging in my blog. But i am extremely stressed over MS esp NON LINEAR PROGRAMMING and the stupid decision analysis....wth! Linear programming is bad enuff and now non linear....whoever cum up wif all these nuisance theory shd reflect lor.. hahaaa....

Well well, nothing much to update except i am still being cooped at home! so so so so so so sianz....

Well, juz typed a whole chunk but i dun think it's appropriate to post it..perhaps it's abit overboard though it's my heartfelt words! I dun like to coop myself at home too...it's definitely enjoyable to breathe the air outside esp at shopping centres!

Actually quite happy now...think i m working abit harder than last sem..perhaps it's due to the anoouncement that NUS biz is gg to have accounting specialisation! super excited lei cos initially we all tot we would be stucked wif finance...but now we would be able to get in touch wif a/cs. again! THough we may have to forgo our right for early graduation, we are still willing to do it...hee, hopefully got enuff points to bid then can specialise a/cs.

I am looking forward to my holidays...the intention to work start to diminish cos planning to give myself a good break...think i deserve it! A month long...can go facials, shopping, jogging, swimming, catching up wif friends, watch vcds...wow...alot of things to do lei...hahaa... but still nid to wait lar..

ok, done wif my complaintsor updates! ciao~

Finally! Cleared one paper....was freaking nervous and worried for this module cos like wat i have complained previously...there's alot of facts to memorise etc...and b4 the paper, my mum called to wish me luck and ask me not to be so gan cheong...and my tears are on the verge of my eyes le...but paiseh to cry lar...cos so many pple on the mrt...hahaa...but i am realli touched over the call..a simple act touches me.

I am simply relieved that this paper is over...hahaa...ok...4 more to go...and i am pianging for one module which i din do well for the test...shall buck up and i hope a miracle will happen juz like Christopher! heee...jiayou!

Think i am having pre-exam syndrome (is there such illness?).....i keep doing funny things and juz now, i used my handphone as my TV controller...hahaa...till i pek chek why the tv din switch channels then i realised tat i am having my phone on hand! kaoz...

AND i am getting tempermental these days...all thanks to exams! arghh....so so stressed...was having great difficulty in understanding OPTIONS then was checking the announcements jus now, the lecturer gave us some advice on how to study for the disaster module which i always complain (Chinese Tradition). Think many pple must have complained to her and it's getting on her nerves...tat's why she made such a move...hahaa...

I realli nid retail therapy very much now....i mean it.

Dun assume that ur friend will be always be there for u...assume = making an ass out of u and me! hahaaa...u can take it tat i am crapping...the former was my tot and for the latter, i heard it when i was on some courses last time..

4 more days to my first paper....worried and stressed ( my complexion is super disgusting now wif all the acnes and pimples!). I already have a list of items that i wanted to buy and do after my exams! hahaaa.....think my pocket gonna have a huge hole then..hee...

Ok, get on wif reading my textbk!

Just finished watching a video...definitely not those dramas at this point of time. It's actually an educational one...hahaa...for a module which i hate most. BUT for the sake of exams, i gotta sit down and watch no matter what. IT's extremely agitating when the player kept buffering and it took me a long time before i complete the video.

Kinda drained out now but i din study much for the day. Spend more than half of the day in sch trying to print out stuff but the stupid printer went on strike! It was already not working well on tues and i tot it will be better when i return today...Instead, it's even worse.

Catch the "Man-O-Man" on channel u...Ya i noe it's for guys but i wanted to catch the Japanese stylist, Shunji Matsuo ....he looks so pro lei....feel like trying out @ his salon...but a haircut cost ard 65 for females ( did my research online) ...hee...So tempted to try it!

Still, i got to wait for exams to be over b4 i wanna do anything!

I have been having problems wif my group project and one particular member as well. But thank god! Our project is completed but this signifies that exams are coming to haunt me...9 more days to my disaster module!!! ok now ..i shall tok about the pic, see the red circle on my thumb? Dunno how i hurt myself while washing my clothes...not by washing machine okie....i wash my clothes by hand...manually! ok..tat's abt all...my life gonna be monotonous for the next 3 wks cos it's all abt bks and exams. 

Exams gonna be here very fast but i juz cant get myself to speed up! Yet, externality factors have stressed me and caused my heart to beat faster..I hope i can find some motivation...

Was watching the Frog drama on channel u...dunno wat name lar...but u guys shd noe wat i am talking abt..hahaa...Think i fell in love wif "Dang Ou" in the show...aka Ming Tao. His charisma, working attitude and ways of handling things attracted me... i doubt there's a dang ou look-alike in reality...even if there's one, i wont be tat lucky to clash into him ba~ hahaaa...i am day dreaming again.

dunno if u guys have encountered these...Sumtimes when u came across something bad, u will promise urself that u will not do it again. BUT still, u will end up repeating that same mistake even though u are aware that u have to bear that kind of consequences. Despite that the alarm within u is telling u to watch out, u still proceed to take that additional step to make it happen! Okie, maybe u guys dunno wat i am talking about...hahaa...neither do i noe wat i am blabbering...

I find myself getting super impatient esp when it cums to waiting! And i juz cant figure out why i am always the one waiting for pple...okie...perhaps i am juz too short tempered or rather my tolerance level aint high enuff...anyway, this was taken while i was waiting.. 

I wanna go out!!!! I dun wanna be a caged bird....but not now...gotta persevere..bear wif it..once this period is over, i'll be a freed soul...hahaaa...okie...back to mug!

Why am i slogging so hard? Shd i go out for a breather?