I hasnt been feeling too optimistic these days. Really feel like giving up....BUT since vin has made it and he's cuming to my dept soon, moral support from a long-time friend surely helps to boost my confidence level. Despite so, success nv cums easy. The determination to make myself sit down quietly for the day to revise is really very difficult. Study for 15 minutes, surf net for 30 minutes. Even the oldie drama "Golden Pillow" which i rarely watch previously can also be my entertainment for the day. I sat there and finished watching it on tv...then followed by "fu man ren jian"...lol...I tell u: When u dun feel like study, those dramas that you dun watch in the past will becum ur favourite pastime. hahhaahha...

AND tml is monday again. Each time when sunday is here, i will start to panick. Pray and pray things will be ok~

THis is the 3rd wk and I am on a new job which was assigned today. Initially the Administrative Officer aka AO ( that is the person who arranges our schedules and keep us booked at all times) told me I have no jobs. SO she asked me to help her pick up some interns. OK, so i did so. BUT when i reached the venue, no pple was there. I tried calling her but to no avail. Eventually, i went to look for her and she told me the HR personnel has send the interns to her. OK nvm. I returned to my free seating desk to do the web based learning thingy.

While i was reading the web based learning material, I also sms. AND at this very critical moment, a sup (aka supervisor) together wif the AO approached me. AO explained to me that this sup, Josephine nids me to help her team. SO i was last minute on job. LOL.....to an industrial area near boon lay!!! hahahhaa...I was happy abt it BUT the tot that I have to attend lessons on wed and fri...i realli wan to faint. This job will last me for 1 mth. lol....

During the session today, I realli appreciate my senior for being so patient in teaching me. Each time she asks "Do you noe depreciation reasonableness test?" , "Do you know how to get this figure?" I will either shake my head or give her a very confused look. wahhahahaha....No matter wat, she has been kind to me. Maybe it's juz for the 1st day or wat...i have no idea. I hope i will get along well wif her for these 4 wks.

OK...enuff of my rantings. I am gonna go to my books. Counting down to the exams but my progress of revision is so slow. I wanna jiayou. I wanna clear the papers fast.

Finally pulled out from the client's place. "Pulled out" means return to office. lol...finally i got a chance to stay put in office tml!!!! Yippie....i hope there wont be any last minute job tml tat require me to go client's place. hee....so happie~

Lost, confused and scared.

Lost in the world of audit.

Confused about the different procedures and documents that are needed in an audit.

Scared that I do the wrong things or maybe I nv learn my things right.

No one gonna acc me for lunch tml cos my A2 is on half day leave. I am all alone @ the client's place. :(

It has been sweet of my dar to pick me up from boon lay ydae though I have dropped very obvious hints. lol...@ least he got wat i meant :P wahhahaa. ...

Pls spare me from carrying the big and heavy bag. It's super heavy. I bet in no time, i will have "xiao lao shu" liao...lol...it's realli good training for ur arms!

Day4: Work not realli smooth. Still asking many questions and getting confused here and there. Trying to build up a good rapport wif my colleagues and client. Tml will be a better day, kanbate!

Day 2: I am still confused but seeing some beams of light...lol..hopefully things get better. Jieying, we shall jiayou together!

1st day of work was so freaking scary. I was assigned to go to client's place with an A2. I was totally stunned when he told me to read up the stuff and "we'll be gg to client's place after lunch" was the next sentence he said. I thought I might have the luxury to slack in office just like my fellow friends. Instead, I had to head to client's place. My A2 safely tot i noe all my stuff well and asked me to go do a walkthru. I was like HUH?? Still, I have to do wat he instructed.

As a day one freshie, i was lost. Panic. Frightened. Still, life goes on and like wat vin said, I must be confident! Vin, faster cum to aabs...lol...