I dunno why..all of a sudden, i felt so lost after our mugging session ended. Perhaps this study buddy of mine is so intelligent tat i am feeling inferior and getting worried for the upcoming tests. I dunno why i will remind myself to be careful wif my words when i tok to him...hahaa....i realli have no idea why my brain worked tat way! I was feeling super low along the way home.
Juz saw Sji's testimonial...i luv u soooooooo muchie! Have written a testimonial for u too..think u have discovered another secret of mine, that is, i m a lesbian! hahaa...beware of me then! Thanks for ur testimonial cos it juz came @ the right time to cheer me up.
I realised i m getting more demoralised wif my studies..i dunno why! Where's the hardworking karen in the past? I dun see her anymore.... not ever.. who am i then? Juz an inferior and playful gal drifting day by day~
More thoughts stirring in my mind....have u ever make use of ur friends? if u have, think it's time to do some self- reflection! Friends are there to accompany u thru bad and good not for u to fully utilise... Spare a thought for tat pitiful friend, he/she wont feel gd if he learnt about the truth!