It's a day off from work today. Tat's what they reward us for performing on dnd and bringing the trophy back to aabs 21. I have tried to spend this day fruitfully but it seems like i have failed. I woke up at 8am, planning to mug. I did opened my book but I cant focus. Throughout the day, i slept, blogged, surfed, chatted...I did everything but not study. I totally lose the sense of urgency nowadays. No longer a gan chiong spider. Onli noe how to panic but nv tk action. Disappointing me...
I've lost the fighting spirit esp working in a pessimistic place where there are pple leaving everyday. Even if they arent leaving, they ask when r u leaving. haha...
If i can pull through all these crap, I am brave. I think. I hope. I pray.